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Coincidence Or A Sign???

leahvirtucio — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 21:40:22 +0000

i would always think that it could just be mere coincidence. i really don’t want to think that these are signs (oh well, i was actually asking for a sign before).
- he loves/like the name Kenzo (don’t know why, don’t know the story behind it). but do you know that i was suppose to name Allen, Kenzo Nathaniel.
- one of my closest friend’s fiance is his friend. What a small world right???
- my college friend told me that my boyfriend looks familiar. then i just found out that my boyfriend used to visit someone from the same building where my college friend works. really small world…
- we often read each other’s mind.

i really don’t believe in signs because i know whatever i’m seeking for, i know i’ll get the answer i need. As long as i’m focused in finding an answer, things will just start pointing the way to it.
i just can’t believe that there could be some connection. hehehe…

Sadness

leahvirtucio — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 11:29:43 +0000

if only sadness can kill, i would be dead by now. how i wish this fake smile can hide the pain and hurt. this really is killing me.

14.02.09

leahvirtucio — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 03:35:24 +0000

i just want to let you know that i love you so much. i know there are times that you may have doubted my love for you. i know it’s me to blame. i can’t even say the 3 letter word. i can’t even answer a simple question like “why i love you?”. maybe i’m just too scared to show what i really feel. but what happened after baguio really scared the hell out of me ’cause i know we were close to breaking up. i even can’t look at you in the eye ’cause it hurts me more seeing you that way – seeing how much pain i have caused the one person who loved me so true. i realized how stupid i am. i’m really sorry for causing you so much pain. i love you so much and i don’t wanna lose you.

A Letter To Someone So Close To My Heart

leahvirtucio — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 09:36:48 +0000

Who would ever thought that we’ll be together – that there’s gonna be an “us”. i love you so much and i really don’t care what others say about you and me and this relationship. i know i deserve to be happy and me being happy is being with you. it has just been a month and it seems like we’ve been together for years. These 30+ days of my life were the best days of my life – the most wonderful coz i have you with me. there are lots of reasons why i love you that much – why you above everyone else. You always put that certain smile on my face. You’re the only one who can make me smile and make me cry at the same time. i love the way you love me and the way you say “i love you”. i love the way you take good care of me. whenever you hold my hand, you always make me feel safe. i have never felt this needed and wanted before. and it really makes me love you more and more each day. i love you so much. wanna spend more months, more years and forever with you.